Am I the cause of their worry?
Do I cause the burden they so obviously hold?
Where is it that I can save myself along with the others?
Why does it seem the world stops caring once people are happy?
Why am I left in the cold, disposed of by the very people I cared so deeply for?
Life questions that seem to pierce my very being.
They are all I think about every day, every hour, every minute, every second, every moment.
Moments of happiness are fleeting and sometimes far between.
My heart yearns for a happiness I have yet to feel.
A happiness far beyond my reaches it seems.
My life repeats in a never ending spiral of the things that have happened.
I pray for the time to come when the Interrupt will come to break the loop.
My programs cannot change a person's heart.
I cannot rewrite the way people are.
What do I do when being myself isn't enough?
Will I ever meet the person that will bring me the happiness I long for?
Do they even exist?
Every day, every hour, every minute, every second, every moment...
When will the broken heart be mended?
When will the strangled gut be relieved?
When will the scattered thoughts collide?
When will my broken heart be mended?
When will my strangled gut be relieved?
When will my scattered thoughts collide?
Every day, every hour, every minute, every second, every moment...
One last day...
One last hour...
One last minute...
One last second...
One last moment...
To change my life forever...
When will it arrive?
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