I Wish I Could

NOTE: A song in the works...

I've looked at where I've gone
I've seen where I have been
And all I can say for myself
Is that I don't know what I did

I've played my life by ear
I've done what I've been told
I've dealt with things beyond me
And I've had enough

I wish that I could be me
I wish that I could find... What I want

I wish that I could tell you what I feel
I wish that I could make the hurting end

But I can't
I'm not that strong
My will is weak
I'm always wrong

What is it that I need to learn

I wish that I could be me
I wish that I could find... What I want

I wish that I could tell you what I feel
I wish that I could make the hurting end

But I can't

I've done all that I can
To stay out of the way
But when my time comes
Is that the way... I'd want it to be

I've taken my life
And thrown it all away
Before I had the chance
To make it... Today

I wish that I could be me
I wish that I could find... What I want

I wish that I could tell you what I feel
I wish that I could make the hurting end

But I can't
I'm not that strong
My will is weak
I'm always wrong

What is it that I need to learn

I wish that I could be me
I wish that I could find... What I want

I wish that I could tell you what I feel
I wish that I could make the hurting end

But I can't