Change the past to make things better?

If only you could go back and do it over;
fix all the mistakes of the past;
look from above as if you hover;
observe how things play out fast;
watch the changes and see if your life turns out for the better;
only to return to your world the way you left it;
and wish you could write yourself in the past a letter;
to not do the things you wish you hadn't and send it;
then wait for a return to see how things are different now;
only to discover that you're better off where you are;
because you're not hanging around taking a bow;
for the accomplishments that made you who you are.
All you can do is be happy with the good things you've done;
forget the bad;
do not run;
just be glad.

Distant love, but ever so close.

Looking into her eyes
it's no surprise
that I've fallen for her,
but I don't know for sure.
I've pondered the thought
and often fought
the urge to tell
how around her
my heart begins to swell
or maybe skip a beat.
The numbness in my feet.
But I fear she doesn't feel the same.
And maybe it's me to blame
for not telling her how I feel
but I'm afraid if I do the friendship will peel.
What should I do?...

The Kingdom of God

The world is bright and full of life
And the mighty men make their onward strife
With sword in hand and shield out front
They march towards the battles brunt
They arrive and see no slaughter of man
But see the shaking agreement of a hand in a hand
The agreement of a new world in the eyes of God
To make peace not war
And those who oppose step none and none trod
For if there was too much happiness none were sore
There be no tear, no sadness, no shame
Not even anyone at all to blame
This perfect new world no one would lay claims
For in this new world God reigns.